you know, you really dont ever cry when you're sad.

you cry because you're frustrated.

because something, for some reason,

didnt go how you wanted, or as planned.




tomorrow, i have my PSAT.

and as of now, 11:22pm, i have no feesible ride to school.

i HATE that we live in indio now. i used to be less than 2 min away.

but now?

ugh.

i dont HAVE to take it this year, i know,


but i want to take it this year so i can have a good idea of what i need to improve on so NEXT year i can be entered for the Nat'l Merit Scholar such.



and i already paid the $20... which is pretty freaking expensive in my house lately.
 
grr. the van is in the shop, so we only have dad's 4 seater to take ALL 6 of us to our respective destinations; rancho mirage, andulusia, PDMS, Washington Charter, and liz to day care.




i just so happen to be the ONLY one in la quinta. >.<



and hahah
 i really only know ONE person who it wouldnt be out of their way to drive me to school too much, but, "mornings are difficult"

i hate people.

no, thats not true,
 
i hate the stupid choices people make,
 
the dumb things they say,
 
the dumb things they do.
 
but, people, are awesome too.
 
i love my friend roxie,
 
trying to make me feel all better(:
 
hahha
 
i just need a ride!!! GAHHH!