Whats up? Someone just asked me whats up...welll.....

you really wanna know?


okay...

*deep breath*
i have been home sick for three straight weeks with some mystery illness that disguised itself as a cold before it went to my sinuses then my stomach and now i have this bizarre pain in my lower right side and it isnt apendicitis because they tested me for that i had to drink this incredibly NASTY tasting stuff and get a CT scan but the didnt find anything so they thought it was just that i was like backed up or something , so it turned i wasnt like i told the dr and the pain got worse and hurts WAAAAAYYY worse ( and now i need heavier pain meds but i don't know whats heavier than vicodin AND naproxen and is still legal and covered by the insurance that is probably at the deductible by now...) and i got all bloated and wierd on wednesday or thursday and my mom freaked out and took me to the ER but they didnt know what the @#%$ it is either so they said "maybe endometriosis or intenstinal issues" which doesnt help me for @#%$ because i cant treat either without confirmation and if its endometriosis and they dont catch it soon enough i'll most likely have to get surgery. but in the mean time (why not the nice time btw) i am out of school for another two WHOLE weeks AT LEAST maybe more depending on whether or not its endometriosis. and if it isnt either of those i dont know whats going to happen because i have NO idea where we'd go from there. AND on top of all that, because i will ahve been out 5 weeks, and was missing every other day and not making it entirely through the day before, i have OFFICIALLY lost my spot on colorguard and cannot try out for winterguard.
*another deep breath*

did ya get all that?

I REALLY REALLY REALLY Need.....

• a survey to do to post on MySpace or FaceBook or something else equally insipid.
• chocolate bar
• (i haven't had any sugar in three days sans uno fun-size Butterfinger.)
• ((P.S.- why are they called a fun-sized chocolate bar?? There is NOTHING fun about half-of-a-half-of-a-half-of-a-half-of-a chocolate bar.))
• somebody to talk to me. (WHOA> creepy moment, my phone just rang. a text from Kim, wierd.)
• stronger pain killers. (maybe some mass-murderers instead...wow, that was lame...I'm sorry...)
• a life outside my home.
• to be back in school. I've been out for three and am out for at the very least two more.
• to know what the hell is wrong with me,
• (its either endometriosis or some kind of intestinal garbage.)
• PEOPLE TO VISIT ME.
• (while everyone else was in line to receive tact from God I must-a been chasing some punk or something.)
• to stop making lists...WHO DOES THAT?
• someone to call me or beep me
• ♫♪ if ya wanna reach me / whenever you need me babay / call me beep me if you want to reach me! ♪♫

♥,♫♪,☼,
Sarah-Michelle

( I have officially decided to go by my hyphenated-accidental name P.S.)