you really wanna know?
okay...
*deep breath*
i have been home sick for three straight weeks with some mystery illness that disguised itself as a cold before it went to my sinuses then my stomach and now i have this bizarre pain in my lower right side and it isnt apendicitis because they tested me for that i had to drink this incredibly NASTY tasting stuff and get a CT scan but the didnt find anything so they thought it was just that i was like backed up or something , so it turned i wasnt like i told the dr and the pain got worse and hurts WAAAAAYYY worse ( and now i need heavier pain meds but i don't know whats heavier than vicodin AND naproxen and is still legal and covered by the insurance that is probably at the deductible by now...) and i got all bloated and wierd on wednesday or thursday and my mom freaked out and took me to the ER but they didnt know what the @#%$ it is either so they said "maybe endometriosis or intenstinal issues" which doesnt help me for @#%$ because i cant treat either without confirmation and if its endometriosis and they dont catch it soon enough i'll most likely have to get surgery. but in the mean time (why not the nice time btw) i am out of school for another two WHOLE weeks AT LEAST maybe more depending on whether or not its endometriosis. and if it isnt either of those i dont know whats going to happen because i have NO idea where we'd go from there. AND on top of all that, because i will ahve been out 5 weeks, and was missing every other day and not making it entirely through the day before, i have OFFICIALLY lost my spot on colorguard and cannot try out for winterguard.
*another deep breath*
did ya get all that?
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Father,
I pray for Sarah lord, I pray for peace, I pray for healing, and I pray for understanding during this time God. It sucks so much to have something lost that has been so hard worked for, and it hurts so much to have that an not understand why. Father please give the doctors understanding, patience and a speedy diagnosis for a better time for all involved. Father I pray that you would continually put your hand of love on Sarah God that your knowledge will allow her the gift of patience, integrity and a good solid satisfaction in knowing that your there.
Thank you father for allowing us to continually come to you and ask these things lord,
Amen.
Your in my prayers sista friend. Keep going, I hope you feel better soon my love!
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