LIFE SUCKS.

why? well, a list sounds good, n'est pas?

• i'm still sick.
• they still don't know why.
• and because they still dont know why, i have to have a colonoscopy.

(in a jiff? they put me under, and stick a fiber optic lens up my ass. yeah. for real. yipee for me.)

• my dad's being let go.

so as of January 31st, unless he finds a job with health and dental, our insurance goes bye-bye.

• my mom has to get a job.

(she's applying at Wal-Mart, Sam's Club, Target, Costco, anywhere and everywhere. (but she mostly does office management type stuff like, a secretary or something, so i mean if you know anyone who needs a good secretary or someone to do paper work & stuff, she's got experience with pre-schools, law firms...)

• when my mom gets a job, if its during day time, grandma comes to live with us 5 of 7 days a week. and i LOVE my grandma DON'T GET ME WRONG, it's just, well, you know when i say something without thinking and its blunt and rude and i dont have a chance to think twice? that would be grammy j, ALL. DAY. LONG.
• when my mom gets a job, if its in the afternoon, i will be watching Philip Kate & Liz. so that Gramma J, bless her heart, won't have to live out here monday-friday.

But, silver lining right?
Liz's B-day party is on sunday, she will be 2.
and she's ADORABLE.

"CHEESE!"

my dad could find a really AWESOME job, my mom could get her ECD degree, and who knows? we might be fine.