Sunday, July 27

YESSSSS!!!!!!!!

AHAHAHAHAHA! I am DONE with summer school! I will NEVER EVER EVER do 2 semesters of summer school EVER again. I hated it. I hated the classes (geoggers and health). I hated the work (or lack there of in health's case). and ABOVE ALL I HATED the waking up early. And need i mention seeing the back to school commercials? I WASNT EVEN OUT YET!

uggggghhhhh, life bites. (i've been getting sick of the word sucks, so from now on its bites. trying to bring the 90's back ya know? NOT.)

today was soo slo-mo. church, panera (WOOHOO), home....and here i am. migraine and all.

i was texting allie but she got home and apparantly dropped off the face of the earth ;)

i was gonna go to camp this year but for some beaurocratic and idiotic idea im not allowed to go to high school camp. apparantly you have to be an entering sophmore. regardless of age. regardless of maturity. that BITES. esp. since my BFF ashley is ent'ing 10th and can't go 2 jr high camp. and apparantly even though i am registered at a high school and attended classes already and AM ent'ing freshman because i AM in high school.....i still cant go.

so do you know what my youth leaders offered me as an alternative? JUNIOR HIGH CAMP. WHAT THE *&@#??????? thats messed guys. real messed.

especially since i dont know anyone who's going other than a couple boys (who won't admit they know me in public...nice...) and the counselers. so i'm gonna spend ANOTHER summer camp hanging out with the counselers? YEAH RIGHT. been there done that, got the t-shirt and it (how do i use bites here? bited? bit?) sucked. of course since i happen to be the master of pasted smiles (when i choose to be of course...that much is relative to the situation) no1 noticed and assumed i wouldn't care.

THEY THOUGHT I WOULD ENJOY IT???????? WHAT THE 7734??????
if i'm going to hang out with the conselers, i am going to BE one. comprende? (however last year everyone there already thought i was a counseler so i am SURE i could pull it off if it became neccessary.)

but see, every time i try to bring up these points (but generally in a better mood) i get rolled eyes, "next year"s and all that crap. (KAC, JF....i mean YOU.) next year really doesnt do me or any other entering freshmens any good at all does it? and telling me "honestly you just need to get over it" what was THAT???? it wasnt HELPING.

am i too young for high school events? cause surely im not old enough if im not old enough for camp.

junior high camp is for entering 6th to entering 8th. it says so on the flyer.

high school camp is for entering 10th to exiting 12th. it says so on the flyer.


so my question is....WHERE DO THE FRESHMAN GO???????????????

soo sorry to rant and rave but i am SOOOO PISSED and SOOOO tired of explaining why i didnt leave for high school camp this morning. i had to ....(counting on fingers)-- 7 times to seperate people why i didnt. it's not like they would have known! ashleys grandma thought i was older than her today.


AGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


well, enough of my pissy-ness. i'm sure i'll find somthin else to talk about later.

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